I wish someone cared

alright, im writing this without thinking so sorry if i misspell something or sound weird

ive been feeling misserable this past few days,, mostly because i feel like i became invisible to my friends, like if they didnt care if i texted them or tried to reach out for help 

I literally got more support from a few people online than my friends this last week n it feels terrible, i dont know what i did wrong to make them ignore me but i sure wish i could apologize for it or make it better somehow. I genuenly tjink i could dissappear completely for a few days n my friends would not care at all

everything feels kinda exhausting i guess,, i just feel like they hate me or smth,

if anuone has any tips on how to talk about this with them, feel free to comment ig