I still love him..

I can't move on; I probably will never move on, I have given him every love I have, and I don't know whether I can heal myself from this. He is my first love, someone I actually love so much and I have sacrificed everything for him. But now everything shattered into dust, and now I am deeply in misery. Everything reminded me of him—my room; my phone, where I used to keep thousands of photos of him and me together; every songs that I love so much. It hurts a lot when he gave me a promise ring, hoping we would be together forever, and now I guess it shattered completely. I'm such a fool to be this hopeless for a guy lol.