i truly do beliueve all men should drop dead

i was obsessed w a guy bc idk he just seemed so one in a million, yeah so like turns out he was using me and i cannot  believe it took me to get a therapist to see that. he only really ever paid attention to me if its for sexual reasons. and i thought he was the sweetest person ever. maybe its unrealistic but i thought maybe he liked me but obviously not seeing as he experiences the madonna-whore affect. maybe it wasnt his intention but i experienced such a new low in my mental health because of him literally why cant treat ppl normally
maybe what he did to me is small but i truly do want him dead