REALLY BIG RANT!!

okay. so i dont use rhis like at aallll anymore (probs will use it more though lowkey) but smth happened pretty recently and idk if im an asshole 4 this or not!! and what better to do than to post abt it on spacehey!

(NO ACTUAL NAMES WILL B USED!!!!!!!)

okay so its around 5 pm on a thursday, my rehersals for theater just ended (im doing clue !!!) i ask my mom to pick me up cus i have my trombone and its too crowded on the bus. my mom answers and i ask "mom can u pick me up?" she says "no,  elias (my little brother) is in the hospital" i just say okay and hang up.

3 of my friends (elly, conan and sirius) are around me, so i tell them what i just got told. elly and conan obviously are like "omg is he okay??" like regular humans. sirius on the other hand laughs. LAUGHS. at my 2 year old brother being in the hospital. i tell him to get tf away from me (obvi..) and he does. im still shooken up about it.

conan leaves, me and elly say bye, while elly stays with me cus shes getting picked up. i text my sister, asking if she can pick me up, turns out my brother in law works pretty close to my school!!! but she says he can pick me up, and me and elly are waiting in the grass. while im with elly im pretty quiet, but i pull out my phone and tell elly "im blocking him on everything." sooo... i do. 

both discord accounts, his insta, his roblox accounts, his spotify and even spacehey. my brother in law pulls up into my school and walks out the car, saying "hey!! do you need some help with that??", looking at my trombone. i say no and he just tells me to put it in the backseat. i get in the car and say bye to elly. my brother in law asks me how school was, and i tell him about what happened with me and sirius.

he asked if i was okay, i said yes, and he offered to take me out to get ice cream before dropping me off. i say yes and we are on our way. as we're driving, in a discord server with a few of my irl friends, jace (my friend), sends a paragraph that i wrote explaining the situation.

i decide to let off some steam and write a lot of long paragraphs insulting sirius, sending them to jace so he can send them to sirius cus yk...blocked him. im reading aloud what i am typing to my brother in law and hes laughing out of shock. for reference, i am like 5'3 and like...i dont look old at all, so all this profanity was shocking.

i go on to say stuff abt him like calling him a half deflated elephant balloon animal, calling him a c word, cussing, all that junk. jace is also sending me some things that sirius is sayong, about how hes all stressed. in the discord server from earlier, sirius uses the confession bot thing to say smth like "why do i ruin all my relationships??", borderline guilt trippy. 

sirius has a habit of making himself the victim and blaming things on others. he sets his status on discord as, and i shit u not,

"(my FULL LEGAL NAME.) let me make this up to you! i dont want to lose another friend, especially you, my crush!!"

WHAT.

HE CONFESSED TO ME IN HIS DISCORD STATUS. i obviously tell jace to insult him more on my behalf. first, he aint my type and he makes me very uncomfy. he was always touchy n junk with me. this aint the first time hes liked me, that was when i was in a relationship. he would say stuff to my ex bf like "oh did u and __ finally break up? does this mean i can have her now?" (i came oyt as trans after me n him broke up)

but yeah. i get told that sirius made a really long apology paragraph for me. "i tend to put a whimsical twist on things" since when is laughing at a 2 year old in the hospital whimsical..? but not only that, he apologized to someone else he did dirty in the paragraph for exposing this one guys crush.

sirius then tried to blame me for the crush getting exposed.

he said "i only told __!!!" yeah, and u let everyone see your screen when he was talking abt her to u...talk abt secret keeper..but yeah. he also claims that he is a straight man. he is in love with me. a trans man. like yes, its very straight that u use my deadname and say u love me while using he/him for me! (which aint even right..)

so i decide to do what any normal person would do and tell everyone i know! all of his friends i have on discord got told, told his close friends, his exes, people that dont like him, even one of his fav teachers!! everyone knows! so yea, so many people dont like him as much now, others went ahead and unfriended him then, and it all went well for me!

anyway thats the end, if theres any updates at all i will update, but other then that, thats the end! lmk if like anyone wants any other long rants or anything else like at all! u should totes comment if u think im an asshole or not tooooo.....^_^

epic outro! KA-BOOM! ☆ミ