I need something to distract me mann

Okay so I got this guy friend we don't talk much but we've been talking a lot more lately n I started to like... like him? I'd suppose so cause he's got this thing w his best friend and she asked him out and like he hasn't been saying shit to her about it so I've been like, helping it along? 

Idk what's going on but I guess I like him cause I lowkey wanna cry and puke rn so... God I fucking hate this