getting dumped :3

so…yeah. i got dumped by them today. i honestly feel kind of numb about it. did i expect it? maybe. is it the end of the world? not really honestly. i thought they were endgame but at the same time we are teenagers, we don’t know shit. i cant even drive a car yet. so i guess i can’t blame them in their decision even if i think it’s a stupid one. 

sometimes i think we forget that we are suppose to be immature and live our life with no attachment. just because i was forced as a kid to grow up quickly and he treated like a fucking adult at 7 years old doesn’t mean everybody else turned out that way. 

i think a song that reminds me of this moment is i bet on dogs by mitski because i gave them wayyyy too many chances for them to just be able to dump me. 

Luv , Cam