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Minecraft and My Impending Doom of Online-Socialization

I've quite literally grown up playing Minecraft my whole life, maybe not my ENTIRE life, but definitely a good portion of it. Its basically my default game for when i wanna play something. usually when i get on Minecraft, i run through some servers i have in my server list, or play some of my single player worlds that i have, but ive been running into an issue lately; i dont have anything to do anymore. Ive been seeing the same stuff on the servers i play on, Ive played through my world a billion times and i get art block every time i wanna build something cool. I haven't played survival in a WHILE and a lot of my friends are busy a lot of the time but I'm convinced if i start a new survival world with my friends i could have my revival. Ive had lots of time where i took breaks from playing Minecraft, but this is different. Ive had a lot of trouble "finding my people" on the internet, it seems like everyone has a certain shtick that i dont understand. I used to be a very introverted person, but in the past few years, (especially after covid) Ive been going out alot more. I do sports, i love exploring places, but at the end of the day, i still really like being online too. The problem is that "online" people are way different than "offline" people. What i mean by that is when i try to connect with people online its generally with people who are "chronically online" (its a crude term i know but i dont know how else to put it). i find it kinda hard to talk with them since it kinda feels like they haven't changed since the alt-tok 2020 era of life. Maybe its me? maybe im just too stubborn to meet different kinds of people. But no, i consider myself a pretty flexible person, i dont really care who you are, who you identify as, what your backround is, and etc; as long as you match my vibe, then its all good. BUT thats the problem, i have trouble finding people that match my vibe. Its really hard to tell online since someone can act one way sometimes, then when you talk to them more, change completely. Im really hoping that one day i find a community of people that are like minded to me but not too like minded cause that would be super weird.


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