freak ACTIVITIES

this is too embarrassing to talk about with anyone, but I genuinely need to see if anyone can relate to this LOLL like love is everything to me right, but I'm not one of those types of people who date just to date cuz they don't want to be alone but at the same time I want to love so bad that ts drives me crazy LMFAOO I hate opposites attract because I just want someone who's just like me it'd be so much easier; I want them to like everything I like and if they don't then be willing to get into it like I'm willing to get into shit I don't like yet I want someone who's into love like I am, someone who'd match pfps with me all the time and if we wanna switch icons then we switch it to something else, be those annoying people that other people hate because they make everything about the one they love because as much as I make fun of those people it has me FUMINGGG I want it so bad dude because wtf i lose a brain cell when i see people post about their loved one i envy themso bad I'm the most jealous person on this planet dude its rough I get jealous over literally the littlest things, I get interested in someone, maybe someone I haven't even talked to yet and I obsess over it and then get jealous over their friends LMAOO worse if I know them, that shits weird yeah but if I had a person exactly like that bro it wouldn't feel so bad nor would it be so weird if it was mutual at least I think so whatever I WANT TO SPEND TIME TOGETHERR, call, or just play a bunch, if we just text for like 5 minutes once and then the next time we talk is the next day that would drive anyone crazy. brain rot humor...... I don't care how stupid it is i love it I'm overusing the hawk tuah joke and I need someone who finds that funny too LMAOAOAO i hate the word yandere because it feels cringe and the people who like the literal sense of yandere are weird degen gooners who like anime girls or real-life criminals like no ts is corny, but I like the obsessive type of person because who wouldn't want someone who's that deeply in love with you???? toxic yaoi shoutout btw my favorite genre.... shoutout to chae yul too i loved secret alliance go read that i want someones whos weird and can match my freak bro my freak has been unmatchable and im going insane and when i say weird i dont mean like those tcc freaks type of weird AND OH MY GOD i want someone who hates the idea of poly as much as i do because i cant stress how much i hate poly sue me gang but its not for me and it makes me mad cuz how are you gonna be that GREEEDDDYY i also want someone who stalks as much as i do, i want to feel like someones as interested in me as i am in them, and i dont mean like following down the street stalk LMFAO i mean checking reposts type of shit as anyone else i feel like, i want someone whos confident to reach out and keep reaching out I WANT CHASERSSSS because im too awkward all i read is romance im ngl, mostly, its either bl or romance isekais because all i like is LOVEEE im a loser dude i wanna believe in not getting bored of eachother and getting old together OMG AND itd be really cool to cosplay together.... this is so long wtf im gonna delete this so fast because its embarrassing and i sound sped but i also just wanted to get it out of my head because ive been thinking about it for so long and wanted to type it out guys if u read all of this pleasestill think im cool.... ohhh youre getting hypnotized