why do i crave this

why do i crave to be wanted?

its not like i care to be noticed, or beg for attention.

if anything im quite the opposite. 

i always wait for things like that to occur.

im not in desperate need of any of that.

i just want to be wanted.

i want to be wanted for who i am and what i value.

i want to be wanted in every single way possible by one person.

im at that point in my life where i have bottled up all this love and thought, yet have no where to put it.

i need to give someone my all. 

i cant tell if theres something wrong with me,

is this wrong?

i just want to have someone,

and i want someone to have me.

is it selfish of me?

am i asking the world for too much?

am i rushing it?

i havent even felt and ounce of what i have yearned for,

so how do i know its even what im picturing?

i cant even put my feelings into words, i dont think that is possible..