UPDATE ON ME!!!

ok so i actually got logged out of this account and i have like a BAJILLION EMAILS so i had no idea which one was the login 4 this BUT I GOT IT!!!!!! anyways a lot has happened within 8 months, i got a bf but then i broke up w him bc i realized i was either lesbian or aroace im not sure which one, and the most major thing is that i got back into bnha which SHOULD be the worst decision of my life BUT IT ACTUALLY WAS PEAK? im really into it now its like death note level of loveeee and i am amajiki tamakis biggest fan. what yall know abt him. NOTHING. got into mob psycho, loveweb, evangelion, alien stage, i miss kawoshin and mizisua and ivantill so bad..... eugh... and also asteria and 6arelyhuman left fabfantasy and asteria lit feels like an odetari ripoff now... so that was annoying, also my bday passed its on july 27 :3 my mental health MAY have gotten better but im not really sure it fluctuates a little too much, and i kin ivan alien stage thats not very good. dead internet theory is becoming more prevalent with the rise of ai so i really like being able to have my little corners to cherish the internet in! people are shitty here but id rather have that than a soulless robot anyday. been writing fics of my favs lately even tho im not a very good writer, but its nice getting to express my thoughts, and i also think that ive improved in my art lately! i drew ivantill and jecka and my sona and i was really proud of it. ive been getting to go to harajuku events in my area and its really fun even if a lot of the stuff is expensive, it makes me happy that i can actually interact with people from similar communities. living in a big city is scary cuz of the crime but u also get to meet awesome people! also been watching more yt lately bc i love youtube. idk why but i HAD to mention the youtube thing. ive made more friends and life hasnt really been TOO bad even though normally i base my emotional well being off love and im not in any relationships but life is okay i thiink! thinking abt the future and growing up still scares me, im trying to live in the moment but its hard, but i hope that it will end up okay in the future. i lobe evryone!