Differences

I often write random short lyric texts, idk how to call it tbh, but i wanna share it here🔥

This one's called Differences, one of my shorter works. I'm just translating everything into english, so blame the translator if something doesnt make sense 🎀 tw everything ig

---------

I guess I don't fit your ideology, you know?

Nicotine addiction is intertwined with the aesthetics of cigarette smoke, i'm the first one, and you just don't want to admit it. Not that i'm not tempted. I'd really like to see just the beautiful side, unencased in rotten guts.

Beautiful clothes to make you feel confident, beautiful clothes to make me as good and better than everyone else. Healthy self-esteem, denying toxic self-hatred. This is so me for pictures of funny kittens, this is so me for impossible dreams. Drugs to party, to party but only to turn my brain off for the night and detach from reality, to wake up raped in my bed and be glad I don't remember anything. Walking confidently, even walking like my favorite character just so I don't have to be myself. You'd go to hell, I'd go to hell and enjoy the endless pain, because it's not what it used to be, but it's better. Are we going to Paris? Flash peddling. You wipe your tears, even though you're crying, you look pretty, one panic attack after another, eyelids scratched out, pressure and tickling all over your face. It's so disgusting, eww, i'd fuck him. Everything's so perfect, motivational songs, just limiting your own nature. What he did is horrible, you judge, I find reasons and sympathy for you both. You know everything about everybody, I'm the last to know, and I love you and hate that you told me.

It's so weird, chronically online people, happiness is more important than opinion though. You're stressing, he killed him, not a surprise, human nature.

Freshness and shine, dirt and shit is my comfort, deep psychological roots, I'm glad you don't let yourself get dirty and get away with living a great life.