I lost one of my drumsticks T-T

My guess is that it fell out of my bag when I was running to tram so I could get to school... This is what I get for not praticing at all this year. 

I don't know whether or not I should even bether with buying a new set. I have lost all motivation for drumming. Then again, I had lost motivation for pretty much anything this year. My mom said she will get rid of the electrict drumms I have if I don't start praticing/playing again. And I don't really know how I feel about it. It's kinda an indiferente feeling. I have no motvation for it but I do love them.

O just really need to sit on that stupid chair and kick some sense into me and the brain that I really love the drumms. 

Does anybody have any advice for getting motivation in oneself? Or where I can get good drumsticks?

Thank for reading-Byeee!!!