just me

This is a second month of my 10th school year. I've been a really good student and a good human overall, i guess. But today I won't write about school. The thing is< what y'all know about being 'that girl'? there's so much aesthetics these days, people romanticize literally everything. in most cases it's not bad at all. i'm saying this because my life is a whole aesthetic itself. however, the more i started being 'that girlie', the more people started irritating me. no but why the hell would that girl be so freaking emotional? like, girl, teacher didn't say anything about the test, why the hell you're panicking over some misinformation? i've learnt how to take everything easy and i've realized how my peers are stupid. like, guys, why don't you have some self-respect? that's so weird when you're the only one among like 30 students, who thinks carefully before taking actions and doesn't says shit about teachers because they pointed at your mistake. i feel really good that i achieved this level, but OH GOD!!! everyone around me just seems so stupid.