i love watching movies on my laptop

I love watching movies late at night on my laptop, eating snacks, and watching the hours pass. I love rating them on IMDb and sometimes summarising them. I love discovering movies that are the favs of so many people and have been for ages because they're so old. I love living vicariously through the films wishing it was me and yearning for my turn. I love the romance, the humor, and the cameos.

Since the 8th grade, I've said I wanted to make films, but I think the obvious truth is I just want to live them. Every day I see the world in my head as I would on a silver screen. How is it that I want to capture a film while also being in it?