sad

So uhhh, not so recently, I feel in love with a guy over discord, and it was like love at first sight. But he wasn't ready, and I suggested breaking up. He had like cheated a few times on me, and yet, I forgave him. Soooo I drop it, and hope once he's ready to date again, cause I'm in LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE with him, JUST TO FIND OUT HE'S GOT ANOTHER GIRLFRIEND, THIS TIME IRL. I'm happy honestly, but when I say my heart broke into a thousand shreds, it did. I'm getting over him, and most likely to never date over discord again. I haven't been right for months, ugh honestly love's weird. So yea. I SHOULDN'T BE DATING HIM TO BE FR HONESTLY.