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idk why but i just get this deep seated hatred for all my friends and wanna cut them off forever and get new ones. i've been like this for years and it's starting to feel so tempting every year, especially this one.
i find them annoying all the time and the fact they kinda make me feel bad about things, even if unintentionally. they constantly talk about their significant others or just blatantly ignore me unless i go quiet (or more like more quiet than usual).
i'm probably overreacting but i'm not even sure anymore ! like yes i do want to cut them off but it's hard for me to develop new friends at this point so i'm kinda in a rock and a hard place here...
sure i can communicate with them but i fear they'll think im overreacting or they'll say "ok" and keep doing it, and i know it's not a good sign if i think that's the first thing they'll do but you never know people's true intentions anymore.
idk, i'm probably just too paranoid.
-Dell <3
Mittwoch 2. Okt. 2024
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BLK SCOUT. [RP]
buddy.. pal, if you've been feelin' this way for YEARS now, i think that's a sign. considerin' they're really your only friends and ya struggle with makin' new ones, maybe before ya cut 'em off, have some backup plan? or try an' make new friends first.. if ya can though, i understand that it's hard, either that or maybe you're jus' gonna have to have no friends? i dunno if i'm really helpin' at this point, i ain't good at comfortin'.. but there's nothin' wrong with bein' a loner, right?