I just want to be an alien

Not exactly a xenomorph or a classic grey/green, just. Abnormal. Not quite human. I hate being seen as human. 

I feel like I was misplaced, I wasn't meant to be in this society. I was meant to be civil, yet feral, like my instincts can change depending on my scenario. However, my version of civil seems to differ from the rest of society. People don't like it when I'm social, people misunderstand me, people don't get my abstract line of thinking. My own family is confused. My own family medicated me, thinking I was insane the whole time.

I just don't feel fit here, I'm not sure if anyone else relates.