My kinlist + why I kin them

Just to clarify this: I am a fictionkin, but not all of the characters in this lists technically qualify as a kin.

If the character says fichearted next to them, this rather means that I identify with them and not AS them. There’s a difference between being otherkin and otherhearted that I would suggest doing research on in your own time.

Also if there’s a character that says kinsidering next to them, that simply means that I’m considering them as a kin.

TRIGGER WARNING FOR MENTIONS OF SH, SA & HYPERSEXUALITY

Anywho let’s get started lol

Fickin: Ame-Chan(Needy Streamer Overload)

Honestly there's so many things I could say about Ame because I am so her-coded it's honestly insane. I guess where I can start is her cynicism and generally negative view on things like other people and the internet, but when it comes to the latter, it feels like it's the only coping mechanism available that works. I also generally have very bad attachment issues that tend to seep into all my relationships, and have self harmed before. My mood tends to change pretty quickly, and I also want to be famous(mainly internet famous), so that probably doesn’t help.

Fickin: Aubrey(Omori)

I feel like this one is a bit easier to explain compared to the others. I tend to get angry pretty easily and often feel like I’m being taken for granted(even if it’s not necessarily true). I guess you can day I have pretty bad abandonment issues, but also I have some family issues that made it hard for me to function like a normal person(smh). I digress though. Despite all of this, I tend to be a pretty loyal friend and simply want to be acknowledged and appreciated.

Fickin: Stocking Anarchy(Panty & Stocking with Garterbelt)

This might be the most complicated one to explain, but I’ll try and dumb it down to 4 factors. I have a tendency to be a bit rude and cynical, but I also am considered smarter and more sensible by other people. Also I have a massive sweet tooth and I’d say my worst sin would probably be gluttony if I had to choose. Also like Stocking, I have a pretty weird and messed up idea of what love is which makes it hard for me to get into relationships(platonic or romantic). Another factor definitely has to be my love for alternative fashions, whether or not it is J fashion.

Fickin: Kotoko Utsugi(Danganronpa: Ultra Despair Girls)

Ok I need to clarify this before I actually talk about it, I WAS NOT SA’D. Fortunately I was never put in a situation like that. The most exposure I had to it was being harassed by someone I was in a situationship with. So why do I kin her? Literally everything else tbh. Even if I wasn’t SA’d, I still lost my innocence at a really young age due to having unlimited internet access. Subsequently I was more “knowledgeable” about more adult topics and was practically hypersexual for years starting in middle school. I tend to find comfort in things that are inherently cute as a way of healing my inner child. I tend to also joke a lot at my expense as a way to ignore my own problems or thoughts. Oh, and I am lowkey very misanthropic so that probably doesn’t help.

Fickin: Konata Izumi(Lucky Star)

Need I say more? She’s a game loving otaku who struggles studying in school and generally being productive. She’s constantly talking in terms that her friends don’t understand, and is also a jokester when it comes to them. Mecore definitely.

Fichearted: Shadow the Hedgehog(Sonic the Hedgehog)

I relate a lot to Shadow in terms of his past misanthropic nature and his seriousness, but I don’t think there’s any more qualities that stand out to me that make me kin him. Hence why he’s a fichearted rather than a fickin.

Fichearted: Riamu Yumemi(The iDOLM@STER Cinderella Girls)

I relate a lot to her neurotic and awkward behavior, but that’s about it. I see myself in her, not as her.

Kinsidering: Fluttershy(My Little Pony)

I relate a lot to her in terms of her shy behavior and constant apologizing. As far as I know she also has a scary side which I definitely resonate with as someone who tends to be explosive. I can see myself as her, BUT the reason why I put her as kinsidering and not as a fickin is because I haven’t gotten far enough in the series to solidify any sort of real connection to the character.

Fickin: Lain Iwakura(Serial Experiments Lain)

This is also gonna be a tough one to explain, but bottom line is that I am a pretty self reserved and shy person who just wants to do good for their friends, but I also am massively addicted to the internet, seeing it as my home and my only place to be myself. I don’t even know who I am as a person on a basic level, which probably doesn’t help to why I relate to her so much. Also that scene in the first episode where she was disassociating in class solidified my feelings about her.

So yeah. There’s some insight into my character.

Hopefully you enjoyed! XOXO