10/1/24‧˚꒰ギャル꒱༘⋆

sydney w.                                                                                                           10/1/24 

Q: how was your day, sydney?

A:      my day was actually the fucking worst. but like not that bad. starting off with ASL, i'm falling behind and don't even know how to sign consistent sentences. next class was science and i couldn't complete some of the work because i wasn't present on the day that the necessary information was given (it's complicated). study hall was fine. i beat monkey mart again. next class was health. this STUPID GUY IS IN MY HEALTH CLASS AND HE'S LITERALLY PATHETIC AND ANNOYING AND I HOPE HE MOVES SCHOOLS. anyways, at lunch i got kidnapped at the end of lunch by the office because my mom was picking me up for an ortho appointment. i missed a club i really wanted to go to because of this appointment. sad! i got my braces off, which is cool, i guess... i miss my braces so bad plus the lack of braces makes me think that i have yellow teeth and plaque is my biggest fear besides men. i also found out i bombed a very important test that i studied hard for and thought i did well on. when i found that out, it literally ruined any chances of me having a good day. i spent the rest of the day lounging around, listening to music, and working on my cringetober art. todays prompt was screenshot redraw and i redrew two cute fruits basket panels.

Q: what's on your mind, sydney?

A:      i'm super stressed out! that news about the math test freaked me out and i just feel so overwhelmed and hopeless. i also can't go to my friend's birthday party, so that sucks. i just feel so upset with how my life's going. i wish i could just do mindless work all day and listen to music. sometimes i feel like the only time that i'm productive is when a task is so mindnumbingly easy that i don't have to pay attention to it. apparently that isn't the case for most people and my mom is trying to get me tested for ADD.

Q: what did today sound like?

A:      today was some unwillingly experienced post-punk and a lot of female alternative bands and artists. think garbage, hole, veruca salt, fiona apple, and evanescence.

song of the day : push it by garbage

meals today : 3/3

current mood : disappointed

current time : 9:41

albums listened : 3! metal box (public image ltd.), popestar (ghost), and wide open spaces (the chicks)

todays rating : 3/10