October 1st

Starting off, it should not be October wtf. The passage of time will forever catch me so fucking off-guard. I mean I just realized I have a book in need to return!!

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I didn't end up going to school today as my headache was like unbearable. The 'I won't be moving for the next two to five and don't want to be conscious' kind. I always have a headache the but severity ranges and is generally bearable. I only take pain meds when it's really rough. Kinda glad? Idk if I'm in the group I want yet and was not wanting to hear about some chick's situationship. It's actually the last thing I want to hear about, like I love gossiping but some things are just not fun to discuss. Gossip also isn't always negative, I fucking adore positive gossiping with friends. 

Didn't do much today, mean I got that load of laundry done, unclogged a toilet, took out the recycling, and worked on some art related stuff. It doesn't feel like I've done much anything though.

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 My binders arrived yesterday! Ordered from Spectrum outfitters, everything fit well and I'm really happy about having bought from them only complaint is the 'short binder' is rather long. It's easily fixable though and until I get around to actually tailoring it I'm more than capable of simply folding it a bit. It's also important to note that I'm just short, I'm sure that when on a taller person it's a great length.

Got three binders in total, two short ones in 'Galaxy' and 'Ocean' aswell as a binderlight. The binderlight ond is actually my first skin tone binder, I've been wearing binders for years but always opted for black & patterned ones. Thinking about dyeing it to get a closer match to my skin tone. Prob won't but it's cool knowing that's an option!

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I vaguely remember yesterday being a good day. Don't know what it was exactly but y'know you can't win at everything.

Oh and I got an email back regarding volunteering! Well it was actually sent five days ago, I just forget to check my email. Since I'm not eighteen I gotta get a parent the sign or whatever but after that I'm fully clear to show up for work days ! Pretty damn excited about that.

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Think my father mentioned something about rdr2 so I'll likely hop on and play with him for a while. Just gotta shower and lay out my outfit for tomorrow first. Toodaloo !

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