i'm back! (´｡• ω •｡`)

Hi guys! it's been a while since i've been online cuz life has been so crazy O_o

i redid most of my profile bcuz a lot of stuff needed updated since its been like?? idek like a year since ive been online or something like that. The craziest thing i had to update was my age bc!! I turned 20 a couple days ago!!!!! i do not feel that old but who does tbh. in the year or so i've been gone i revisited cardcaptor sakura and it's like my hyperfixation on it renewed (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)

also also, it's sooo cold here already and its only the start of october?? it's fr been freezing this week my hands and feet are suffering even with slippers and gloves(｡T ω T｡) i know i was complaining about the heat just a few months ago.. but omg i didn't think it would get so cold so fast !! but that's just how it is where i live, it can be 90 degrees one day and 50 the next huhu

recently my motivation for drawing has deteriorated so badly and its kinda making me sad (／ˍ・、) ever since my toyhouse account got banned and i lost soooo much art and ocs i kinda just gave uppp... i only draw sometimes now and i kinda feel like im losing my creativity!! i want to find some new creative hobbies... maybe ones that aren't too expensive though (｡•́︿•̀｡)

i went to the doctor yesterday and i cried in front of the nurse AND my doctor it was sooo embarrassing i felt so bad... i feel like i made the nurse so uncomfortable ( ﾟ，_ゝ｀) my doctor was chill about it though and said it was a safe place to cry, but i still felt so bad !! things are just very stressful rn, trying to get on the right meds and stuff! but i'm trying to stay hopeful!! ( = ⩊ = )

i would love any advice on how to stay positive! and any recommendations for new hobbies too! - Noah (>⩊<)