blogging it up

i feel like the worst person ever. i never know what to say in any serious situation and i somehow ruin all my relationships. im aware im the problem, but i dont know how to fix it.

dawg its gotten so bad ive relapsed like i want to post an insta story about it but honestly i dont think i could take it. like ok ik it sounds bad like 'oh u just want attention' like YEAH. im gonna kms soon yall idk if i can survive this school year.