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work was so busy today. it was just person after person after person. i helped the most ppl - i did 193 transactions today. my other full time coworkers got 145 and 125. whatever, at least the day flew. although it was busy it actually went p smooth. i didn't go 2 the coffee shop today :( i didn't wanna get outta bed. i had a monster java from the vending machine instead.
in other news, im feeling the side effects of my prozac p hard recently. i kinda don't feel happy or "anti-depressed" i guess, i feel just kinda numb. and i'm so tired all the time. i can barely keep my eyes open writing this and it's only 10pm (usually i hav no problem staying up this late). i'm listening to the hotelier's 'home, like noplace is there' bc it's a good album. i just kinda feel melancholic, vaguely guilty, & dreadful.
my mom made brownies. my stomach was 2 upset 2 enjoy them. i ate them 2 make her happy, and i'm sure they were amazing, but i was 2 bleh @ the time.
tonight, i listened to 'preacher's daughter' by ethel cain in full. after learning the tru lore of the "ethel cain" character gave this album a whole new level of depth 4 me. it felt truly haunting. i never knew that 'gibson girl' was such a sad song. ykw? i'm gonna rank my fav songs from PD w/o explanation. in order from most favorite to least favorite.
1. a house in nebraska
2. strangers
3. sun bleaches flies
4. thoroughfare
5. family tree
6. ptolemaea
7. hard times
8. western nights
9. american teenager
10. gibson girl
11. family tree (intro)
i didn't include the instrumentals bc i love them too much 2 put them at the bottom, but i don't rly think i like them more than any of the songs. i love both of the instrumental songs and tbh i'd say they r equal in quality.
anyway, tmrw is the first of october so it will b v v busy bc the 1st of the month is always the busiest. :') i'll get thru it lol.
i should probably go take a shower tbh.
i'm gonna go do that now.
goodnight !
- galo
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