weird dream i remember

notthatinterestningjustwantedtoshare when i was at one of the lowest points of my life i had a repeating nightmare for almost 2 weeks. i shot everyone i knew,  that is, my parents, siblings, friends and everyone else. every time i was about to wake up i shot myself in the head and wake up.

the very last time i had a dream like that went like this: i shoot everyone, as per usual, i try to off myself but im still alive and my head fucking hurts. i shoot again but now it hurts even more but im still not awake. i proceed to shoot myself in the skull for like 10 more times before i was woken up by mom and i was on the verge of yelling from the pain. but, weirdly, the pain stopped as soon as i woke up.

bonus fact i once punched a hole through my old couch while asleep cuz apparently i was fighing someone in a dream