IM BACKKK

HELOOOOOO !!!!!! i am BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!! I havent posted in like a month. main reason is uhhhh uhh um uhh ummm uh umm i was a little depressed for a little!! basically i got a BIG FAT load of grief from my grandfathers death, and it kinda hit me like a truck i guess?? i also went through a pit of just alot of doubt, so it was a tough month. but, luckily, im awake !!!! alive !!! i got better after talking to this random therapist on a website ( a trusted one) and im okae now :3 ANYWAYY ive also been kinda obsessed with binge watching this thing called alien stage aswell as listening to MSI on repeat. but i am SO GODDAMN EXCITED FOR HALLOWEEN AND CHRISTMAS. I LOVE BOTH OF THEM SO MUCH, ITS A REALLY BIG PROBLEM. 

im kinda just spilling out all my thoughts so i apologise for that !!!! but anywhoo i think imma head off. if i dont post again just know im just busy. OKAEEEE ANYWAYS IM ALWAYS OPEN TO FRIENDS SO PLES I NEED FRIENDS !!! :(( OKAY BYEEEEEE !!!!!!!