Having no wifi kinda sucks. But what the hell does saying that say about me?

Storytime! 

Today I woke up, and had ZERO signal, and I was like, really bummed, and strangely angry? At my phone. And for the rest of the day it's been eating at me, because... like. That's sad. Really fucking sad. that I think like that, and that i've let my weird addiction to the internet get that far.

I just think it really goes against my morals? I can't articulate what specifically bothers me about it, it just does! And it sucks. I'm pretty sure it's because I haven't updated my phone so I plan on doing that and seeing if my signal is back, but still.

God I feel sick to my stomach. really disappointed in me.

Blegh.