Despite Everything It's Still You.

COUGH C- OUGH FUCK- fucking, geez. okay. uhh hey, whats up? it's me! Athena Steele, ...y'know? i blogged like 4 times or something on this website? No? okay whatever, not even important anymore.

So i've been busy, got out of school, got two jobs, doing the Adult thing, all that fun adult stuff. which is totally fun and awesome. at least it actually was, when it was all i had. but now i have online friends to talk to and hang out with and my work kinda gets in the way of that too much, and it sucks.

Hm? Online Friends? oh yeag i got some of those now. they're fun. first started on twitter and i made a discord server we all chat in and stuff. its real fun. We're all Therians and stuff, i'm a system of 4 plushies (as of now) and it's generally just a jolly good time. it feels weird to say how much i love all of my friends, cause like, i do. they're all very lovely critters. I guess i'm just not used to others being so nice to me.

yeag so anyways thats all happened in the span of like a month or so, biiiig explosion in activity. im really hoping it doesn't just fizzle out too soon or anything. That's been a big fear of mine. But a lot of them say that they're sticking around so i guess i gotta just take their word for it.

something i keep forgetting is, like, they all joined because of me. like it's my server. that i'm promoting by myself.  a lot of them are mutuals on twitter and stuff but like, a lot of them are there. for me. kind of. it feels very egotistical to put it like that, a lot of them are just there to find a space where they can be themselves. it's probably all just in my head. im crazy and insane and gabalagoogoowawawawaa.

So yeag, i think i'm back. for a little while at least until i forget again. but i'll try my best to stay active. Muah muah <3 see u next tiiime