Escaping Burnout and Playing Golf

For months I suffered from the worst creative burnout of my life! I had pushed myself so hard for hours on end that it made the thought of me making anything made me feel physically ill. I couldn't code, write, draw, make music! It was pure pain since those were my favorite things to do. More than that, my art IS me I was always making stuff and whenever I was bored with one thing I could do one of my other creative hobbies. I was "the art kid" but for the first time I was at a lost of what to do and who I was.

Strangely after the first month I started to grow accustom to the dullness and emptiness in my mind. The unexplainable comfort from not needing to improve creatively and being able to watch a new film or listen to a new album without that spark of inspiration that interrupts that first time viewing. The joy I felt from being able to look at someone else's work and not compare it to my own. Pure bliss.

After 4 months It happened that spark, that desperate need to make something. I had an idea of a big project, a total revamp of my site, spacehey, and clothes. I wanted to make so. many. things! Some of my ideas would wake me up for my sleep. I need to create and I can't wait to show my work off to the world!

It's not much BUT I'm happy that I made something! I have more stuff in the works, check out my site If you want to see more!

On another note I've been playing two different private servers for a Pangya! Pangya is a Korean golf MMORPG from the mid 2000's. The two servers I'm playing are Pangya reborn and Pangya debug! As someone who does not care about golf trust me when I say this game makes it so much fun! If anyone who reads this plays LET ME KNOW I want to play with others SM 

Much love
- Raven