i think im mostly over my ex

So to start, I've been with a lot of people before. Honestly more than I prefer especially at my age. Before when I was with someone and inevitably we broke up, I would cry and be upset for a 2-4 week period then mostly move on and be able to look back on the positive of the relationship. But with my last relationship, I haven't been able to shake it off easily, it was the closest i'd ever been with anyone and i really didn't expect it to end when it did. It's been 2 almost 3 months since, and it's not like I was in this deep level of constant sadness about the thing. More like a recurring "i miss her". Since at work I have a lot of time to be bored and then have nothing to do but think and ponder, it was NOT helping, but recently I haven't found myself thinking about her at all. Even now when I think about her, I don't feel my stomach sinking anymore.

Hell, I kinda feel free a little bit. It's nice. It's nice to unshackle myself from the lingering feeling of being hung up about it. Life hasn't been all too great at all to me as of late. But this is a nice small victory I will take for myself and writing this all for myself feels like the final capper on it.