I hate high school

Look, I haven't even reached it yet, but I'm already seeing the possibility of not reaching 15. I'm from Brazil, high school here is quite expensive and public schools aren't that good(This is in my municipality obviously) So what's left for me is to have to study like crazy for a federal school, but I feel like I'm honestly losing my adolescence, I've never been a "bad" student, but it seems that this year because of the tests, everything I do is wrong. I breathed, I'm wrong, I said, I'm wrong, and much more,I'm just tired of everything, I don't feel like picking up a book and reading anymore, according to my foster father I'm not reading good books, DO YOU REALLY THINK I READ FOR INTELLECTUAL PURPOSES?,OF COURSE NOT, I see the literary world as an escape from the real world, this is also for drawings even though they are terrible, but this post is just a rant, bye!!