daydreams

i spend most of my time daydreaming, this has led me to lose very important moments, im always in my head.

and so ive been pondering: do the things that happen in my thoughts also count as living?
how much of reality really matters to me?
am i wasting my time on this?
what does it mean to waste time, anyway?

it all feels very real to me, i have feelings and memories based on my daydreams
and sometimes it gets hard to tell it apart from what really happens.
but is that really a problem?

is it fair to feel so ashamed of how my own brain works?

sometimes i dont know who i am in this reality
i can be anything inside my head, i can do anything
but who am i here? i have so much to say... no one really listens but me, thats why i dream.

reality is a neverending nightmare to me.

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