it's really hard for me being a trans minor

yeah..... i'm a trans girl... in high school, and considering that I am part of a religious family, it's really hard for me to say just how i feel, my friends are more like a family for me than my own family, my classmate just know me because i'm queer and make fun of me :( like, I never talk to them and I don't even get involved in their lives, i just... exist.... i just don't know what to do, I guess I should keep watching cartoons and making music.