vent tw!! self h@rm

i hate myself, i hate my body, looks, voice, skin, eyes, hair, i just wish i wasnt here, i cant do good in any subject, and no matter how hard i try im just useless, even the kids at church hate me and they call me names, i just want all this to stop, so i pray, and pray, and pray, but nothing works,so instead i cut, but im a week clean and if i do it now id be a quitter, im just a stupid ugly useless pos who doesnt deserve freinds. no one should feel bad for me.