more or less blinkies? WEIRD RANT

im having trouble with dis.. if i add more my account will run slower but then if I have less then it doesn't look as kool >:/ to be honest ill leave it alone for now but I may add more anyways I love they might be giants I only started listening to them two days ago and they. are. on. repeat. I cant go a day without listening to them now and I love it when I find artists that have a fan base but don't get talked about publicly(?) it makes you and others feel special. also I don't know why but the fandom album by waterparks is off insta?? idrk what that means but ppl giving me anxiety with the "parx is coming to an end!!" stuff.. I know it might not be true but it still scares me.. waterparks is one of my favorite bands. like. ever. and mcr along with malice mizer are already broken up so parx plz don't break up.. ANYWAYZ....