feeling lonely in uni

i have been in uni for one month, so maybe it's only normal that i don't have any friends and don't really talk with anyone. but the hardest part is seeing everyone around me talk with others and have fun. i do sometimes think that i enjoy being alone and that i can survive being alone, but i realised this week that it's actually impacting me.

i attended an event this week, alone, but other students went with their friends, i was the only one alone there. at that moment it hit me hard to the point that my eyes got teary. i am scared. really scared that i won't find any friends. it just gives me flashbacks to my high school years.