dumping my thoughts out 1

my throat is like parched no matter how much watr i drink.

time to not talk for literally an entire day!!! 

its the weekend and like school has been slowly tiring me out even tho its just been like an entire month. i hv exams next year and i feel so weird like how am i at my final year?! fguewfgwefgwfgw

i love making myself more tired by going to the non compolsory study hour from 4pm because i get to finish my homework and study without getting distracted at home :']

i kinda wanna be in a post-hardcore/""emo"" band ngl, i would play bass because i cant do chords for sh1iiiiiiiiiiit, it sounds cool and i am not in the direct limelight like the frontman or guitarists, i'd like to be chill with the drummer, not too popular. which is perfect for me!! if i could i would sing but TBH i wanna do cool riffs on my bass, and doing it when singing would be hard. i could do a simple line when singing and make it complicated when i am not but tbh it seems quite a strenuous task...although Paul McCartney can do it! mmmmmmaybe i could?? if i can learn how 2 scream with false chords or somehting like that, i'll be ok with singing. If i were to be in a  band tho, i would just play bass lol. maybe save the singing for a spin off/????????

ok bye i gotta do homework AKYFKYFKHFKFKUF

-sra