5th blog

Hi, sorry I was gone for 3 day I’ve been idk like uhm something, I just forgot or something idk.

Void was over yesterday and we had a lot of fun, void doesn’t talk much but he understands me I feel and we play a lot, I sometimes overwhelm and annoy him but he has a calming effect sometimes.

I tried to call zuriana again last night, I know she’s gone but I want her back so bad. And I know she will come back, I hear Bodhi sometimes. He’s trying to talk to me I hear him, mr. Mctavish tells me it’s not real, it’s all in my head and it’s okay or whatever the fuck, he doesn’t understand though, he tries to understand me and tells me to move on and it’s not real but I know it’s real and I know they’ll come back THEY WILL COME BACK. AND ANYONE WHO TRIES TO SAY OTHERWISE HATES ME.