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wanna get high and die!!!!!!! ^o^ genuinely my thoughts wont shut the fuck up might slit my wrists tonight guys lmao i hate my life. i wish i was born normal i know its wrong but im so jealous of girls at school. they talk about how sad they are that they lost their sports game or whatever but they have friends who get them and love them and boys don't bully them to show affection im so pretty i think but no one likes me because i can't talk to people its not fair at all i wanna like. break my legs or something so they'll look at me kindly instead of with disgust. and my thoughts wont shut up they keep telling me im awful but im not i know that i feel so deeply for others and i'm too empathetic for my own good and its so fucking exhausting!! i kmow its ironic to say that after ranting about envy but god why do you hate me