nvm i'm back to lacking sleep

I wish my gf was with me rn i'm actively tweaking and fueled on coffee filled with brown sugar like... The whole lacking sleep thing is entirely psychological i'm aware of it but it gets worse on weekends when everyone is home, i'm gonna spare the details cuz it's not really important but rn i'm very sleepy but my body keeps twitching from the caffeine i feel like i'm about to pop like a balloon 💀💀

Mentally i'm fine... i guess?? but i'm just autistic and stressed out by any change of lifestyle and getting lectured so wtf am i even saying rn i don't make sense i'm mentally not really here i'm only physically fueled with coffee but like i'm mentally gone somewhere else and i'm tweaking and watahell,,, don't drink coffee y'all it's not a good idea (says who lmao)