muse (not the band)

My ex was my muse for such a long time and all my work went mostly unnoticed by him, I made poems, songs and artwork about him which would just never get through/would be ignored. I hope I can find somebody who can understand how much love I can put into art about a person I love.

I'm also so tired.. I finish college at 4:30/45 on the days I'm in but it takes an hour to get home on the bus so I usually get back at 6.. But today I got back at 7 after not eating anything all day SOB. 

On the topic of eating and everything, I've found that I'm getting really tired of eating food? Like, I'll wake up and be hungry but not be in the mood for anything specific so I'll just not have anything or only have something small-same thing with lunch. I mostly enjoy dinner but I don't know why I've just suddenly lost a want for food yknow?? It's not that I want to starve or anything, I just don't want to eat fo some reason.