Blue

 My body hurts

Every part of my mind is broken

I don't know why I feel so sad

I haven't gotten out of bed for days

I feel so depressed

Am I using the right words?

I'm annoying

I bother other people's lives, don't I?

My life is encapsulated in something intangible

This is not a poem, it is my raw feelings

why do i feel like this again?

why do i always feel like this again?

I need to wake up from this fever dream

This dream doesn't feel like the others

If I disappear, will I still feel this way?

I'm rotting away alive

I don't want to get out of bed, my knees hurt

stupid knees