LUNCH WITH PRETTY BOY!!!

im so excited. i have lunch in like 20 minutes and he and i have the same lunch period. I think today is gonna be the day I try to talk to him. normally I don't have any issue with talking to people and I'm super social and shit but he just makes me so nervous and shy. I hate it but like aieyrhgiqurhgqwurhg. every time I see him nearby or think of him I get all nervous and my hands get clammy and my heart races andaerygkukqyghiluqerhguleayfg ive never felt this way about someone why tf is he so PERFECT. ITS UNFAIR. DOES HE EVEN KNOW HOW PRETTY HE IS?!?!?! DOES HE KNOW?!?!? I love him sm. im so jealous of him. he's so pretty and perfect and amazing and OMG. OMFGGGG I LOVE HIM. I'm not obsessed I promise. I swear.

j x d <3