The ability to create

I've heard people say "God made transgender people so humanity could feel the joy of creation"

And I wonder if it's given to the souls who are pure of heart to have the ability to create something of their body

To create something they love out of something they hate

Then I wonder why we have to make something of ourselves, of our body

I wonder why I have to tear bits out of my skin to become whole

Why I wasn't just born whole to begin with if I'm trusted enough with the ability to create and build

Why the power to create wasn't given to infertile women who want children

Why the power wasn't given to people more whole than me who want to fix the world for people like me

I don't believe in God

A being in the sky who lets their creators be murdered in cold blood and threatened and attempted genocides of a group that will always exist through little girls who wanted to look like a male character in their favorite TV show a little too much and little boys who played dress up in skirts and tiaras and finally feel pretty

Something powerful enough to cause floods over the world, not stopping governments and politicians from making laws that get those children murdered

Why bother worshipping a God that gave you the ability to create your own gravestone with a name that isn't even yours