abby tweaks out again

dont read this this makes no sense to anyboy except for me

mckinley i know you stalk me. and i know it's rarefor you to stalk but don't read me tweaking out. cause it's very obviously about you. and it'll probably be mean

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK! im actually tweaking IVE BEEN WAITING TOO LONG IM ABOUT TO SNAP i cant do this shit any more IM MISERABLE!!!!!!!! IM FUCKING MISERABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and he's like "yeah im sorry i put you in this situation" THEN FIX IT IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!! but he wont even though he very obviously should and im not just saying that because i want it.. well. and it's SO HARD to keep in my passive aggressive comments. whenever he says he loves me more i fight the urge to bring up everything. it is so hard to be normal. IM TWEAKINGGGGGGGGGGGGG I CANT FUCKING DO THIS and i cant talk to him about it because i cant fucking talk about my feelings I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!! there's way more i have to complain about but im real tired goodnight

also im pmsing and i think i have pmdd so i am so much angrier and depressed and shit than usual