:3 #18

Hey guys so I've been super busy lately with college and stuff like I barely even speak to my friends unless I see them in person. I've literally been going college, coming home and either revising or doing homework and its grating. I've barely been able to watch or play anything either. I had an assessment today which was fine I'm not too bothered about that one or my english lit one from last week I think but my psychology one is tomorrow and I literally need to get at least a B bc if my predicteds go down to a C I will cry. 

I'm going on a trip to London though in a few weeks but my friend waited a few hours after the thing went up to pay for it and she didn't get in and we have a bit of free time while were down there bc we have to be at the train station at 9am and we get back at like 9:30 and now I have to walk around London alone like a freak. I've never been I literally don't know what to do down there bc I'm not going to hang out in the museum the whole day. The thing is though if my friend isn't coming I want to sit alone on the train but I know there'll be someone sat next to me and I really just want to listen to my music but anyway. 

I actually can't believe I'm almost 17 I genuinely still feel 13/14 it's insane. I need to start getting good at things though bc I'm actually running out of time. My guitar hasn't been picked up in like a week and my ipad has been dead for a good bit now so I can't draw. Omg I just remembered I have to stand in front of my class and read a poem next week I seriously can't do this anymore like I'm not doing that. I might just get my friend to do a duo with me so I don't have to do all of it at least.