this site is gonna be the end of me

fuck dude. i thought i was gonna be able to handle not being on this site 24/7 because i cant recall the last time i spent more than 20 minutes on here just rotting away. yesterday i spent like 5 hours just sitting here toying around with my profile. i can feel the brainrot consuming me. this shit is prob gonna end up the same way i ended up with twitter. i remember being under the effects of like 3 thermos worth of gas station coffee when i found out twomad died on that app. i saw my whole life flash before my eyes and had like 7 epiphanies while i was supposed to be at the college library doing community service. it had never occured to me that you can be such a horrible person that when you die people will celebrate it. i spent the entire week paranoid as hell after that. i dont think this site is as toxic as twitter i think, but still i see some signs that some of the people here are perhaps possibly maybe annoying as fuck. dni lists the length of the fucking bible. like bruh do you even have friends at that point. i wanna get along with those types of people cuz i want to be friends with everyone, but no shit its damn near impossible with how many stupid rules people put for social interaction online. had some guy block me on discord the other day because i used the mee6 bot on this one server. apparently mee6 supports AI and AI is like literally satan or something idk. whatever. i think as long as i dont let stupid shit on this site consume me the way twitter had me thinking the world was gonna end at like 6 am i think im good.