identity is weird

what even is identity? i have no clue myself. my identity feels like the things im into, like my favorite media, because i feel those interests to a super high degree, it's why i change my identity so often, or my theme/aesthetic ig. just a couple months ago i was deadset on being openly "cringe" forever, like openly being a therian, feeling physical pain from not being able to run around in the forest. but then i got into a game, and it changed my aesthetic entirely- from gremlincore to,, whatever this is, the emo bluish look. im still the same person though. it's kind of frustrating, i can't help it, and i know identity is fluid, but i just wish i could be one person for a longer amount of time. life feels like just one huge journey of self discovery, one that doesn't have an end because i don't believe i will ever fully know myself. i will never feel complete. it's a little depressing, but i don't think anyone else really knows themselves either, we're all just trying to find our way.