okay, i don't really know where to stand on these last two weeks. nothing crazy has even happened but they've just had shitty days but also good days. last week i had an absolutely horrid day on friday after all of the incredibly shabby ones before, it was one of those days where things just keep piling up. i started that morning off with being sore all over and in that same morning, my dad had yelled at me so awesome start. then i had to go to a class to finish work, but wasn't even able to finish it because i had to redo a bunch of clips i had got (the class is a video production related one). but then, i was running late to my next class which was pe, rushed there as quick as i could but made it late and the coach told me i had to hit my pr in running and he wouldn't give me detention, so i ran way faster than normally despite the fact i was sore everywhere. then after that i had lunch and was all excited about it, cause i could see my friends and actually eat, but i dropped my food and had to scoop it back up with a fork while a bunch of random people walked past me since i sit outside with my friends.
then after that, i had to deal with this annoying guy i know who only watches youtube shorts and just calls everything i do 'npc' behavior which ticks me off so much but he's one of two people i know in the class. i had to do another project but still wasn't done with the one before so that put me at a late start for the other project. that was about it, but i hated that day. its not even an incredibly bad day, but every other day before then was so shabby and id been arguing with my parents more recently. and this week has just sucked. on monday, i got a blister on my tongue in the most annoying spot. every time i talk, swallow, eat, or just do anything with my mouth, it hurts. it feels like someone is stabbing a needle into where the blister is. i have to put this stupid kanka medicine on it and it sucks because its located on almost the underside of my tongue on the left side.
it wasn't even that bad on monday but the last two days have been so bad, it hurts way more. not to mention in this same week, somehow, my amp speaker is blown out so now it sounds really bad when i play. it sounds good with a clean tone but when i play with distortion, its way worse than before. not to mention, i got a new pedal, behringer ut100 one and was so excited only for my amp to give out and i cant play it on there anymore. it worked for 2 days max and now when i try to play it, my amp just makes little to no sound. it feels like i'm being cursed with bad luck these last two weeks. its just been accumulating more and more and i feel like i'm going to explode with emotion. i cant even play a new song ive been working on because my amp is total shit! i'm tired of it all, and i feel like laying down and dying.. i have homecoming soon and i'm nervous because i do not want to still have this stupid blister on my tongue. i got a nice suit for homecoming at least. sorry for ranting but i felt like i was going to pop like a balloon if i didn't.
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