testimony

You don't have the if your not religious I'm not here to push it on anyone I'm just here to share my love of Jesus.

I have always struggled with religion when I was younger my dad would always take me to church  I liked it when I became a teenager I went to the altar to get saved but I felt pressured to go I didn't feel that heavy weight on my heart like you feel when you actually get saved and give your soul to Jesus after that night my dad kept pushing religion on me and using it against me and  church scared me by saying I would go to hell for everything I did and then I discovered I was Bi which scared me more Since I been told my whole life that being gay was a sin and I would go to hell for it and then I eventually grow tired of church and stopped going as much and then it went to not going at all and then I became lost not knowing what to believe I went back and fourth with religion changing my beliefs and just being mean to people and then I got in a toxic relationship with a boy that went on for years until I broke up I'm not going to go into detail about it let's just say he was a Sociopath and he gave me trauma to the point I hid my sexuality for many years time went on and the more time went on the more I got deeper in sin I started looking at porn and becoming addicted to it and then I started drinking and then I discovered I was Bi and I stop hiding it I accepted it at this point I was calling myself a christian again but I wasn't following or doing what god wanted and then one night I was watching videos about Jesus' love and then I felt a heavy pull on my heart and that night before I went to bed I got on my knees and prayed I ended up giving my heart and soul to Jesus knowing that he would accept me no matter who I was even if I was bi and now I'm a child of god and I'm glad I gave my soul to him.

Remember that Jesus loves you no matter what Race, ethnicity, Gender or sexuality you are.

P.S. Sorry if this was a bit all over the place I just wanted to share my Testimony with everyone god bless anyone who reads this.