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My last student day(has a high schooler)*sobs*

(really srry for the spelling mistakes, English isn't my native lenguage)

So today was my last EstudiantinaΒ (which is an event inΒ celebration of the student day) I was so excited bc every year the students from the last year (5Β° class) organize it, so now it was our turn!

☽ I wanted it to be memorable, yk, cheering up my class mascot, participate in the games that we made, record some silly tiktoks to post n just have a good/funny day with my circle of friend.

But... it wasn't quite like that, I mean last year was great I remember having fun even without participating in any of the games and just chilling with my friends, But why was it so miserable to me?
Maybe bc im saying goodbye to my high school days but I just arrived and go straight to my friend group from the other class and stayed there for the next 6 hours occasionally talking.

I didn't cheer up my class nor went back there when we win a match to celebrate,I DIDN'T EVEN PARTICIPATE IN ANY GAME BC A FEW DAYS BEFORE I REFUSE TO BE PART OF THE ORGANIZERS(nuh-uh im NOT dealing with the kids from the first year) also I was really tired just got like 3 hours of sleep and have to rush everything i needed to survive 6 hours in there (food,drinks n stuff)

It was sad guys :( why was I the only one not feeling it?, I just wanted to be productive ONE time,on top of that no one wanted to record a tiktok or something to remember, ik my group barely touch that type of apps or maybe what i wanted to record was really cringy or not their style? i just wanted something funny to remember this moment when im older, now I just have 2 photos and a feelingΒ  of not having taken advantage of one of my last events, i have 1 last big event left but still,is this what i want my last memories on high school to be?

β–‘β–’β–“β–‘β–’β–“β–‘β–’β–“β–‘β–’β–“β–‘β–’β–“β–‘β–’β–“β–‘β–’β–“β–‘β–’β–“β–‘β–’β–“β–‘β–’β–“β–‘β–’β–“β–‘β–’β–“β–‘β–’β–“β–‘β–’β–“β–‘β–’β–“β–’β–‘

Lately, i feel tired all the time I don't even want to go to school anymore nor want it to end cus that will mean going to collage/university. Can't i go back in time just one time?please?

Am I the only one not wanting to realize that it's really the end of my teenage era?

(0 relationships at the moment gang but thats for another blog entry😜)


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